About Ning

 

Dear Mama,

 

I want to share my journey with you, because understanding how I came to this sacred work might help you trust something I know to be true: there is genuine hope, even in your darkest moments of grief. My path to helping mothers heal the spiritual wound of child loss has been shaped by both personal experience and deep spiritual training across multiple traditions.

 

My understanding of death and what lies beyond began in my early years in Cameroon in Central Africa. I grew up in a culture where death wasn't seen as an ending, but as a transition. It was normal to see my uncle pour libations to our ancestors, to feel the presence of those who had crossed over. As a child, I could always feel the presence of those who had died, and this sensitivity was treated as natural and normal. This early exposure to death as a doorway rather than a wall shaped my fundamental understanding of the eternal bonds we share with our loved ones.

 

"My formal education took me from Cameroon to Los Angeles for university, where I earned my degree in Mathematics from UCLA—training that would later help me translate complex spiritual concepts into practical, accessible practices. I then worked on Wall Street in my twenties, traveling to over eighteen countries. On paper, I was living the dream, but something deeper was calling to me."

 

That calling became impossible to ignore at age 27 when I experienced a profound out-of-body experience that shattered everything I thought I knew about life, death, and consciousness. I found myself floating above my body, looking down at myself sleeping, and in that moment, all my previous beliefs about death - shaped by my Catholic upbringing and Baptist school education - were transformed. This experience launched me into a decade-long exploration across multiple spiritual traditions, leading me to study with teachers and healers around the world, from Peru to Thailand to Poland.

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Death of My Mother​

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However, it wasn't until I lost my own mother in 2018 that I truly understood the devastating depth of grief. Two weeks after she died, she came to me in a dream that changed everything. We walked together on a gravel road near my childhood home, and though her physical body lay in a morgue a thousand miles away, our connection was vibrantly real. When I asked her why she had died, she replied with philosophical calm that "it was part of the plan" - words that initially infuriated me but later helped me understand the deeper purpose in loss.

 

That first dream visit initiated what has become over 200 dream encounters with my mother. Through my previous twelve years of studying dream yoga and consciousness, I had developed the skills to navigate these dream spaces consciously. But now, these abilities took on new meaning as they became a bridge to maintaining my relationship with my mother in a different form. She has been present for every major moment in my life since her passing - celebrating my birthdays, offering comfort during breakups, and even pushing me to write the poems that would become my book "Death Song in Green."

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Covid - 2020

 

In 2020, during the height of the COVID pandemic when grief seemed to envelope our entire world and mothers were losing children at devastating rates, I began developing what would become the Soul Reunion Method.

 

I asked myself: How could I help others find nourishment for their pain, just as my dream visits with my mother had sustained me? Drawing from my seven years of intensive training under world-renowned spiritual healer Ron Young, whom I met during my graduate studies at Columbia University, combined with my deep study of Tibetan dream yoga, Western sleep science, and African mourning rituals, I began creating a framework for helping others reconnect with their loved ones through dreams.

 

But it was in working with grieving mothers that I discovered a level of anguish unlike anything I'd encountered before. I began to understand that maternal grief isn't just emotional pain - it's a profound spiritual injury created when death disrupts the sacred bond between mother and child. This revelation helped me understand why traditional grief counseling, which approaches grief as primarily emotional or psychological, often fails to provide real healing for bereaved mothers. Traditional approaches often push for "closure" or "moving on," but how can you close the book on a relationship that's meant to be eternal?

 

The Soul Reunion Method

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The Soul Reunion Method emerged from this deep understanding of the spiritual nature of maternal grief. It isn't about "getting over" your loss or learning to live without your child. Instead, it's about healing the profound spiritual rupture created by their death and transforming your relationship into a new form that can continue to grow and evolve through dreams and spiritual connection. Learn more about the soul reunion method.

 

This work integrates my unique combination of experiences and training - from my mathematical background that helps me make spiritual concepts practical and accessible, to my artistic sensitivity as a poet that allows me to honor the sacred nature of your grief, to my extensive training in spiritual healing and dream work that provides the tools for genuine transformation.

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The Birth of Multidimensional Mama

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As I continued working with grieving mothers through the Soul Reunion Method, I witnessed something extraordinary happening. These women weren't just healing from their loss—they were transforming into something entirely new. They were reclaiming an ancient identity that our modern world had forgotten.

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I began to understand that when a mother loses her child and then learns to reconnect through dreams and spiritual practices, she doesn't just return to who she was before. She evolves into what I now call a Multidimensional Mama—a woman who recognizes that her maternal role transcends physical limitations and that she can love and mother across all dimensions of existence.

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This transformation connects modern mothers to an ancient lineage of women who were revered as wisdom keepers. Throughout history, mothers who maintained spiritual connections with their children after death weren't seen as broken or mentally ill—they were honored as bridges between worlds, as women who possessed sacred knowledge about the eternal nature of love.

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Understanding the Evolution

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Think of it this way: when you first became a mother, you didn't just add a new role to your life—your entire identity transformed. You discovered parts of yourself you never knew existed. You developed intuitive abilities that seemed almost supernatural. You could sense your child's needs before they spoke them, feel their presence even from another room, know when something was wrong even from miles away.

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These weren't just emotional bonds or coincidences. They were actual spiritual technologies—energy pathways and intuitive capacities that connected you to your child at the soul level. When death disrupts the physical expression of these connections, many mothers assume these abilities are lost forever. But the truth is, they're simply waiting to be reactivated in their new form.

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A Multidimensional Mama understands that her spiritual senses, enhanced through the profound initiation of child loss, can be developed and refined to maintain conscious connection with her child across dimensions. She recognizes that her grief isn't pathology but wisdom, and that her persistent love isn't unhealthy attachment but soul recognition of what's eternally real.

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The Sacred Identity Shift

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The journey from grieving mother to Multidimensional Mama represents one of the most profound spiritual transformations possible. It requires releasing the cultural conditioning that tells us death ends relationships and instead embracing the ancient wisdom that understands love as a force that transcends all physical limitations.

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This isn't about denying the reality of your loss or pretending death didn't happen. It's about understanding that while death ended your child's physical life, it cannot end the spiritual bond you share. Your role as their mother continues—it simply evolves into something that operates beyond the constraints of physical reality.

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When mothers embrace this identity, they often find that their enhanced spiritual sensitivity serves not just their own healing but becomes a gift they can share with others. They become bridges for their families and communities, helping others understand that love truly is stronger than death and that some connections are eternal.

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This evolution explains why traditional grief support often feels inadequate for mothers. You're not just processing the loss of a relationship—you're undergoing a complete spiritual transformation that requires understanding, practices, and community that honor both your profound loss and your expanding spiritual identity.

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The Soul Reunion Method provides the framework for healing, while the Multidimensional Mama identity represents the beautiful destination of that healing journey—not as someone who has "gotten over" her loss, but as someone who has learned to love in ways that span all dimensions of existence.

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The Journey Ahead

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So dear mama, please know that I understand that the pain you're carrying feels unbearable. I know you might be skeptical about whether this kind of connection and healing is possible. I don't ask you to believe anything without experiencing it yourself. Instead, I offer you tools and practices that have helped countless mothers reestablish sacred connection with their children, healing the spiritual wound that traditional grief support often fails to recognize.

 

Your journey of grief is unique, but you don't have to walk it alone. Together, we can work to heal the profound spiritual rupture created by your child's death, helping you discover how love transcends physical separation and how bonds between mother and child remain eternal. Through dreams and spiritual practices, you can develop a new kind of relationship with your child - one that continues to nurture and sustain you for the rest of your life as you become a dream walker - a Multidimensional Mama.

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Your child is waiting to connect with you. Your sacred bond remains unbroken. And you are not alone on this journey.

 

With deep understanding and care,

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Ning